what are you listening to ?
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Oh man this song is always brutal no matter how many times you hear it
Eric Clapton - Tears In Heaven (Official Video) - YouTube
Eric Clapton - Tears In Heaven (Official Video) - YouTube
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Have you watched the movie Rush with Gregg Allman as the bad guy, Jennifer Jason Leigh, and Jason Patric? I told Scott about it a while back, don't know if he ever watched it. Pretty good movie for a person like me and the life I lived back then.
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Oh, no worries, I fully understand. I still feel really bad about that it still bothers me and I never knew that boy, but I know how you feel. It hurts my soul to think about it, I have to drink stuff like that away, I don't have the ability to deal with it like a normal person. Your nephew makes me hurt so bad that I have to put it out of my mind some way. See my other post. Look for that movie.
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Hey man, I truly meant what I said about your nephew, that really hurt me, badly. Even though I didn't know the young man, I know where you're coming from. That is a hard thing to absorb. I've thought about him many times since and hoped his mom and dad got some answers, just for a peace of mind if nothing else.
And you guys too.
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What got me the most is when they're in that trailer with that big fat black black guy to buy heroin and and he makes her shoot up to prove she aint a cop and when she does he says shes "higher than a Georgia pine" and she is so ****edup. and goes down hill from there really hits home.
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Hey, I added some stuff to my posts above that you might not have seen Gary. Be sure to go back up and look at it. I'd feel bad if you didn't see it man.
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While we're on the subject of loss Gary, last concert we ever went to, and we went to a lot of them back then. Probably one of the best.
I think its on Netflix or Amazon Prime now. You should watch it again, I got a lot more out of it watching it later on after I got older and out of that life. Really shocking.
Hey man, I truly meant what I said about your nephew, that really hurt me, badly. Even though I didn't know the young man, I know where you're coming from. That is a hard thing to absorb. I've thought about him many times since and hoped his mom and dad got some answers, just for a peace of mind if nothing else.
And you guys too.
Hey man, I truly meant what I said about your nephew, that really hurt me, badly. Even though I didn't know the young man, I know where you're coming from. That is a hard thing to absorb. I've thought about him many times since and hoped his mom and dad got some answers, just for a peace of mind if nothing else.
And you guys too.
When he was a boy...
While we're on the subject of loss Gary, last concert we ever went to, and we went to a lot of them back then. Probably one of the best.
Guns N' Roses - November Rain - YouTube
Guns N' Roses - November Rain - YouTube
That would have been a good one. My most memorable one was being next to the speakers near the stage at a Metallica concert in 1988 for the and justice for all tour and being totally ****ing deaf for days afterward.
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His mom and dad never got the answer they were looking for. They seem to be making it just fine but there are moments and really being a dad I can tell that its just always gonna be a hole there. They had only two sons and were a very very close knit tight do everything together for their kids kind of family. They still are. As for my family it changed my daughters life. They were in the same grade and grew up together in the same town and same schools and they had a very good relationship. It destroyed her grade that spring of her sophomore year but she resolved one day to live her life in honor of him and she changed. She graduated high school early and will graduate Texas A&M next spring while still only 20 years old. But everyone in my family remembers and everyone is closer to my brother and his wife.
When he was a boy...
When he was a boy...
That stuff hurts me more that you can imagine. I know it sounds corny coming from someone over the interwebs but that is coming from someone that has seen suffering that most people can't imagine. It really hurts my soul, it troubles me deeply because I know what its like to lose someone so close. Even closer if you can imagine. I can extrapolate that to my little nephews even from what we've been through. I can't even deal with it, I don't know how his parents do, I can't even imagine losing more than I have and having to deal with the aftermath, I have dealt with it, but I don't know how I did. I didn't really, I just tried to drink myself to death because I couldn't provide what it took to take care of everyone that needed to be comforted.
So here I am.
Pretty ****ed up, I hate to make you feel bad, but dont. You're a better man than me, much stronger man than me, and you can take care of the fall out.
That stuff hurts me more that you can imagine. I know it sounds corny coming from someone over the interwebs but that is coming from someone that has seen suffering that most people can't imagine. It really hurts my soul, it troubles me deeply because I know what its like to lose someone so close. Even closer if you can imagine. I can extrapolate that to my little nephews even from what we've been through. I can't even deal with it, I don't know how his parents do, I can't even imagine losing more than I have and having to deal with the aftermath, I have dealt with it, but I don't know how I did. I didn't really, I just tried to drink myself to death because I couldn't provide what it took to take care of everyone that needed to be comforted.
So here I am.
Pretty ****ed up, I hate to make you feel bad, but dont. You're a better man than me, much stronger man than me, and you can take care of the fall out.
So here I am.
Pretty ****ed up, I hate to make you feel bad, but dont. You're a better man than me, much stronger man than me, and you can take care of the fall out.
My brother still has his son's truck. He had just turned 16 and my brother kept the truck after his death. It's been a little over 4 years now and he drives that truck everyday. A single cab black 2006 F150.